wat a night~
cant sleep..
im watch a curious case of benjamin button..again (1st time watch wit her and hers friend at CS)
wat a movie..
telling u tat all people r the same..
with the sme feeling.. and the same ending~
"some" is the word..
keep remind me tat we all the same..
keep searching.. and start all over again went it goes wrong..
it hard to describe a love..
to leave the people tat u luv..
n u have to leave them bcos u lev them..
can u ever do tat ..? if yes.. (its easy on word)
when i was a kid...
i keep lying to feel and got my confident..
n i got it..
to learn something..
u hav to pretend like u knew it..
to let people tough u..
but now u a grow up boy..
tat method is to far wrong an d disaster...
if u dont know.. just tell it tat u dont know..
bcos.. u know how to find the answer...
i been far away from my home.. and it funny .. i miss it too much..
and i spend lot time at my own land.. my own home..
bcos i knew.. here .. where i will end..
when i was a kid .. i got A for all subject..
and i keep told wat i wanna be..
and i never be all of it..
try to knew all of thing.. ever just a basic..
to be knowledgeable person..
and i be it.. its an experience .. i make alots of friend from it..
bcos u can do and talk the same thing tat u knew..
and tat make me not a specialise..
not a pro.. not an expert..
bcos u just know the a little thing.. a basic..
so.. wat acctually i wanna be...??
once again i became blur.. a millionaire..?
of wat..? this world is too old..
am i think to far..? and abandond the present?
rmmber the next world
its not too far..
ipin never be proud of the bad thing u have done..
n never regret about it...
u talk too much ipin...
n u not realize ..
tat u done nothing....
too become a new one.. change one...
less talk.. more action...
tat will change my personality..
my chemistry..
but to change ur destny..
u have to change urself..
(other side of me) but i wanna be wat i am...
happy enjoy...
go on... try evrything..
n tats me..
talk.. n keep talking...
n im realize...
will never change everything...
n i talk too much...
smoke..
2.03am..
friday
my life.alone.obtuse.
